The KJ's Page

Grey and yellow.

Another month flown by.
Filled with the mundane with just the hint, just a dash of flavor. Cirque du soliel, whiskey, standing through the roof, the rush of air, the glimpse of wild, staring at the moon, music and games. I try, I strive, I dream, I wish.
Inspiration I can see, yet never grasp.
All the things that filled my life, are now but memories reduced to little pictures.

Lights around trees, staring at the moon, gazing at the stars, soaking in a hot bath by candlelight, sipping wine, eating delicious foods like pasta and steak, staring into the distance, I curl up on the couch with blankets, watch tv and movies, play video games, jam out to music, hold them close. my mind drifts in and out, far away....

Hair's a mess, Black eye liner and red lips, black dress, drinking whisky,in a smokey room, sitting in a leather chair...
 
I want it dark, I want it smokey
Breathe in your smoke
feel your poison,
wash it down with whiskey,
feel it burn my insides,
twist and turn,
smear my red lipstick,
I'm turned inside out,
a stranger in my skin
black polish, black car,
black wall around my soul,
a haze, the cold of metal
the clouds of smoke to blind me
im far and away...

Wake up early,
Watch the sun rise on a cold spring morning.
Hear the birds sing,
Feel the sun penetrate the cold and warm your face.
The rays of sun bring hope after the darkness.

A month of tears,
a month of fears.
Week of sleeplessness
Brief moments of sun and warmth.
Standing in sunshine listening to music,
holding you close and safe,
blowing bubbles and coloring pictures,
silently sobbing.
I strive, I want, I wish, I hope....
I dream, I imagine, I plan...
If only I had the strength and will to achieve all that I desire.
forever you are to me.

Early morning drops of rain,
fall lightly on springs fresh blooms.
Color the world in pastel shades.
Little rain drops wash away the chill of winter,
ignite the spark of life from within.

Lovely soft shades. Sickeningly sweet. Blossoms and bows.

The ones that really came together and turned out fabulous!